.Thursday, October 21, 2010 ' 2:08 AM Y
Hey thr~!!!Miss mi???><
Hahas,hope you did as I miss ya~!!!^^
*Disclaimer:I'm very HYPER recently..reverse effect of e demise of my dearest uncle(aka my god-father)..boy am i upset..i won't show it out BUT take note.It's normal for mi to be super HYPER!!!
Anyway,I was about to tell you how "well" I did for EOY 2010.I've looked through almost every paper or my classmates did so and guess what???I did not improve nor sustain.I did worse.I only managed to clinch a border-line pass in English,Mother Tongue & E-maths[Paper 1].That's
terrible.It's the 1st time I did so badly.
Well,it started from Semester 2 where my results started going downhill.*sighs* After a few class test I got back on track until I started to drop in my results once more.Devastated by it.That change me drastically.I was determined to do well during EOY but my dearest uncle passed away on 3 October 2010 @ 5:05pm [he had cardiac arrest].During that time,my whole family was together with him.It's very saddening to see your dearest one leaving you and that you can do nothing about it.The promises he made ....Anyway I was thinking of visiting him on that very day but I didn't as I was tired so I missed my last chance to bid farewell....
Back to topic again.I was in a state of depression on the day of his passing till now just that I don't really show it out.I know he wants me to be happy so I WILL BE!!!Sadly his death clashes with my EOY and I was badly affected by it.My mum didn't really like me to bring study materials to the wake as she found it disrespectful so I didn't.As I had too attend the wake daily,I did not have time to revise as I would bathe straight away after I got home,change and off I go.I usually reached home between 11 to 12+ and by then I'm really very tired so as you can tell,I didn't really revise.I did revise during the September holiday though but I forgotten most of it as I let my emotions took control over me.
I am affected too easily.I remember I swore that the only thing that I will be affected by for EOY is my desire to do well but I guessed I'm just not as tough as I think I would be...*sighs*
Though it was not a pleasant thing to go through but I did learn a few things from this:
-Never put what you can do today to tomorrow
-Treasure every moment you have with your loved ones as you never know what will happen.
-Health is very important...Don't neglect it!
-You only start to regret when something is lost so let's not regret anything...make the most out of everyday,give your best in all you do..
There's many more but those stated above are more important(I think).
Anyway I'm gonna end this post with a quote:
The follies which a man regrets most, in his life, are those which he didn't commit when he had the opportunity.
